Today I want to show you a really cool look! Something that you normally don’t see on my blog, I think. This look is really mature and chic and it represents an other part of me. This other part is someone who is quiet insecure and wants to know if she is doing a good job, or maybe not and how she can get better at something.
I am a perfectionist and I am hyper sensitive as they call it. I mostly see this as an advantage as I am eager to learn and fast at learning, I know when and how to talk to people because I can sense their emotions in a strange way when I am around them, but it can make me really insecure as well.
This is something that I have always been but after looking for a job for more than a year, getting a lot of rejections it is a big change for me to be working for a company again. I try to do my best everyday and every minute I am at work but sometimes I feel I can do better but I do not always know how… The other part also means that I want to build something for myself, I want to get good at the things I do and I want to do everything I love, and not just a bit, but a lot haha. I want to be taken seriously while still remaining the fun, loving and creative person I am.
With this outfit I want to show you all the components of this other side of me. Someone who tries her best, works hard, is serious and a perfectionist but someone who loves to make fun, get creative and can be insecure sometimes as well. But above all, this look made me feel like a woman who knows what she wants and has the ability to get what she wants by being herself and working hard, chasing her dreams.
As usual I would love to hear your opinion. I am mostly wondering what you think of the feeling I am trying to get across with this look…
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